My Humble Personal Memories, Dreams, and Reflections: A Spiritual Autobiography in a Nutshell of How I Humbly Realized my 23/24 Levels of Initiation and How I Realized Becoming a Planetary Christ/Mighty I AM Presence/Integrated Ascended Master on Earth! By Dr Joshua David Stone



My Beloved Readers, I had this idea to do an autobiographical chapter on my own personal memories, dreams and reflections of how I climbed my personal Mt Everest so to speak. I ran this idea by Spirit and the Masters and they were very enthusiastic and thought it would be very helpful to lightworkers to get the viewpoint of someone who had realized this in their lifewave. I concurred with their thoughts, as to the value I thought it could be to all of you my Beloved Brothers and Sisters, who all share the same identity with me and God, Christ and the Holy Spirit, in the I Am.

In truth it is a very big project to write such a chapter, for how does one sum up in a nut shell 50 years of one’s life and past lives! I very humbly and with total humility suggest that you listen very closely to my words, for I was the first person in the history of the earth to break this 22nd level of initiation barrier, and I am going to show you how you can do the same! I was also told by Spirit and the Masters that on earth as of the year 2004, there were 50 beings who had achieved the 14th to 15th initiation. However, I was humbly the only one at the 23rd level of initiation. I bring this up not to toot my own horn, but to emphasize a point that I must be doing something quite unusual to humbly stand out like this. As I share this humble information please listen very closely to my words, for I am going to attempt to share with you exactly how I did this so you can do the same! This is the very reason for my sharing this with you – to inspire you to become an Integrated Ascended Master in this life yourself!



My Beloved Brothers and Sisters, this may be the single most important chapter or lesson I have ever channelled and written, for I am going to attempt to share with you every single thing I did to humbly achieve and step into the position of being the spiritual leader of the inner plane Synthesis Ashram (formerly held by the Ascended Master Djwhal Khul), the next World Teacher for the next 2000 years cycle, and next in line in the future to take over the position of Office of the Christ and next president and head of the spiritual hierarchy on a planetary level for the lifewave which is currently incarnated on Earth – which is all of you! This has obviously been a very blessed and graced life and I am now going to attempt to share with you every single key thing I did to achieve and realize this. I am not writing this chapter from theoretical knowledge, I am writing it from direct humble personal experience having realized that which I speak of!



You may ask why is Joshua going to share everything (and I mean everything), with everyone so freely, holding nothing back? Well let’s make this the first golden key. Gold is the perfect color of these keys, for gold is the color of the Christ! I am sharing with you in this chapter how I moved from Adam to the Christ or from Eve to Mother Mary!



The reason I am going to share absolutely everything with you in this chapter as I said is the first key to my success! Jesus summed this up when he said, “If thine eye be single, your body will be filled with light!” When Jesus became the Christ in that lifetime he was a fourth degree initiate. At that time this was a high level of initiation. Yet, it is not until you achieve your 22nd level of initiation that you become a fully realized Planetary Christ and full and equal member of the spiritual hierarchy.

The reason I am going to share everything is because I know who I Am and I know who you are! I know my and your true identity to be an incarnation of God and the I Am or the Christ. You and I and God all share the same identity! There is only one being in the infinite omniverse and that is God! God is the one being who just split Himself into infinite numbers of parts! So it is not that we are ascending as some separate being! It is God who is ascending, for we are God. The Bible says, “Ye are gods’ and know it not”!



My Beloved Readers, if I held anything back from you in my sharing, I would be holding it back from GOD, for you are God, as I am. We each share the same identity in the I Am. The I Am in you is exactly the same I Am that is in me! So God the I Am is just ascending back into Himself. It is all the play of God. God only has one Son or one Daughter and we are all part of this one Sonship or Daughtership. If you prefer, God only has one Self, and we are all part of that one Selfship! God has one Buddha and we are all part of that Buddhaship! So if I hold anything back from you in my sharing, in truth I hold back on my self. That is why the Master Jesus said, God will treat you as you treat your brothers and sisters! This is the great illusion all people and lightworkers must overcome. At a very early age I learned this lesson and so I never saw my brothers’ and sisters’ evolution as separate from my own. Their suffering was my suffering! Not that I took it on, for there is a difference between empathy and compassion. However, at a very early age I was able to figure out this whole thing of the difference between Spiritual / Christ / Buddha / Krishna / Mohammed / Moses / God / Goddess thinking and feeling and negative ego / fear based / separative / dualistic thinking and feeling! So as the Master Jesus said in A Course in Miracles, to have all one must give all! I have given all, not only to all of you, but I have strived to give all to all sentient being including animals, plants, minerals, nature spirits, devas, Mother Earth and all incarnations of God, animate and inanimate! I followed in my life above all else, “Seek ye the Kingdom of God and all things shall be added unto thee!” One unique thing I did was to really put all my eggs in God’s basket! Many think they do but they do not. This is because they do not “Know Themselves”. The think they know themselves, but they know themselves from a very undeveloped state of consciousness.



So to hold anything back from you my friends, is to deprive myself from receiving God myself. For to possess a thing, one must give a thing! The only way I can have God for myself, is to give God to all of you. This is the Law of Life. So in this chapter or article I am going to give you everything, for we all share the same identity in God and the I Am.



So you better now put on your spiritual seatbelts, for I am going to take you on a spiritual journey of all the key things I did to achieve Planetary Christ Realization, Mighty I Am Presence Realization and Integrated Ascended Master Realization so God may ascend! For I am not working for my own ascension, for there is no me in truth! There is only God. Yes I have an individual identity as do you, but this identity is not separate from my identity in God. My focus is to help God ascend. I do not seek to glorify self for there is no self to glorify. This is illusion! There is only God and we all share an individual identity in God. I seek to only glorify God, Christ and the Holy Spirit and God’s Masters! I seek to help planetary earth ascend, the solar system ascend, the galaxy ascend, the universe ascend, the multi-universe ascend, and finally the omniverse ascend! Does a cell in your physical body work for itself and not serve you the greater physical body? Of course not. Why should a drop of water serve itself instead of the cosmic ocean it is part of? If you want to realize Planetary Christ Realization then you must fully comprehend and understand that God equals man minus ego! That God is a being that knows good, without needing evil as a reference point.



So the key to my humble spiritual leadership and worldly success is that I strive to be of the Spiritual / Christ / Buddha / Krishna / Moses / Mohammed / Mighty I Am Presence / God / Goddess Consciousness at all times in an integrated and balanced way. I also strive at all times to transcend negative ego / fear based / separative / dualistic thinking and feeling.



I learned at a very early age that it is the mind that leads to the Christ. Let this mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus, Christ Buddha, Christ Krishna, Christ Moses, and Christ Mohammed. I learned very early in my life that my thoughts caused my feelings and emotions and inner peace and happiness was a state of mind, an attitude, a perspective, a perception, an interpretation, a choice. So if there was one thing that helped me more than anything else it was my attitude and perspective. In my own mind I called this, keeping my head screwed on straight! Very few in life have their head screwed on straight.



The other key thing I did to achieve all the things I mentioned in the beginning of this article is that I realized my relationship to myself was more important than my relationship even to God! That if I was not right with myself I could not be right with anyone or anything in life including God.



So this brings me to the next lesson that has helped me more than anything else. That is, I made the development of my consciousness and psychology the foundation of my spiritual path. Most lightworkers make the spiritual their foundation, and hence in the end the second floor eventually collapses in upon the first floor. I was blessed to be raised in a household of two spiritually oriented psychotherapists! I am not saying they knew everything I am sharing with you now, but they did have a spiritual orientation. This became my profession as well and it provided me an incredible foundation for my spiritual path.



If you listen to nothing I say in this autobiographical story, listen to this! One’s consciousness and spiritual psychology is the key to one’s spiritual path. All spiritual gifts, channelings, clairvoyance, psychic work, healing work, scientific work, teaching work will be corrupted if one’s consciousness is not developed and refined. You must build your inner spiritual house in the right order. Start with the foundation and then build the rest. The Master Jesus spoke of this in his parables. One’s consciousness affects everything!



This brings me to the next key to my humble success. I had the wisdom to focus my spiritual growth not just on a spiritual level, but on a consciousness and psychological level and a physical/earthly level. God must be realized on all three! So I became an absolute expert on the ascension and spiritual level, an expert in the field of consciousness and spiritual psychology and I became a Master of the earth and earth energies!



I strived for integration and balance in everything I did. The importance of this cannot be overestimated. Most in the new age are top heavy. They are developed spiritually or psychically, but not really in their consciousness and spirituality. And they have a hard time grounding their spiritual mission and finding their puzzle piece, making money and so on. I have strived to realize God on all three levels equally.



In learning to be right with self and then right with God as the two most important relationships in my life, has allowed me to develop right relationships with all people in my life and has humbly made me very successful. It helped me develop excellent communication skills and spiritual leadership skills. When a person is right with self and right with God they develop the Midas touch.



The other key lesson that has helped me perhaps more than anything else in life is at a very young age I learned to own my personal power and self mastery. I learned to not give my power to my mind, feelings, emotions, energy, physical body, sexuality, negative ego, subconscious mind, inner child, five senses, lower self, bad habits, addictions, appetites, dreams, other people, outside situations. I learned to find the proper balance of my three-fold flame of Love, Wisdom and Power.



Every day for the last 30 years I would start my day by fully owning and claiming my personal power, which I called getting my spiritual edge or the Eye of the Tiger! I would put on my mental and spiritual armour to start my day. I would get my head screwed on straight to start my day. I cultivated the spiritual warrior within to an extremely high degree and I became the supreme spiritual warrior for God! I learned as well to only use my power in service of God and unconditional love and service.



Out of this state of consciousness I then developed the next key. I learned to be the cause of my reality and not an effect in life. I learned that I am the master and not the victim in life. I learned that the world is a projection screen and I was seeing my own movie. I learned to develop an efficient perception of reality and to not see what I wanted to see and not see what I was programmed to see!



I learned to look at everything that happened in life as spiritual tests and lessons, and every day I tried to meet my spiritual tests and lessons perfectly.



Now I am going to share with you the next humble key to my success. Every time I made a mistake I would gain the golden nugget of wisdom, learn my lesson and then in my journal I would make a specific spiritual vow to never ever allow that mistake to happen again. You can imagine after 30 years how this could develop and refine one’s consciousness!



Every morning and night I would do self introspection and examine my self and life to see what I had learned that day and I would strive to continue the things I did well and stop the things I did poorly. Most people in this world repeat the same lessons over and over again every day and never learn from their mistakes.



This leads to the next key which is one of the most important of all. I kept a very exacting spiritual journal system! I am not talking about slopping one’s thoughts and feelings onto a piece of paper. That is not journal writing, that is reinforcing poor thinking and feeling habits! I am talking about keeping an actual “Superconscious Mind” journal system. An example of some of the journal sections I worked with every day are:



Lessons Of The Day

A Spiritual Vow

A Master Teacher Section Where You Look At Every Person And Situation In Your Life As Your Master Teacher And Bless Them

In this section I would look at every person and situation in my life as my master teacher. I would bless every person and situation even if they were nasty and negative and learn what they were teaching me and bless them for it. Even if it was attack, judgment, anger or betrayal!

Spiritual Insights

Goals And Priorities

In this section I wrote out all my spiritual, consciousness and physical earthly goals! Then in one of the sections below I would write up detailed spiritual battle plans on all levels of how I would achieve my goals.

Things To Do

Every morning for 30 years I would get up and get organized inwardly and outwardly. I would keep detailed notes on everything I had to do and then I would type out each day of the week and I would write down when I would do these things. This helped to keep my mind quiet and not think about them and helped me develop the habit of not procrastinating or being lazy.

A Spiritual Battle plan

A Victory Log To Develop Self Love

This was one of the most important journal sections for it helped me to fully establish my self love and self worth. Every day I would write down all my victories no matter how small. We each are like glasses of water. We can be looked at as either half empty or half full. I tried to look at myself in a half full way, but not an egotistical way.

Dream Interpretation

Another absolute key, I trained myself to learn how to interpret my dreams. Dreams are like a newspaper printout of how one is manifesting their energies. Nothing has been more invaluable to me than my dreams. Most people on earth including spiritual leaders think they are doing things properly but they are not. They are in self deception and self delusion. Dreams are the one source of invaluable objective feedback. This helped me to train myself to be perfectly attuned to my Mighty I am Presence, Superconscious mind, and God, Christ and the Holy Spirit at all times.

A Section For Letters You Write To God, Christ, The Holy Spirit, Your Mighty I Am Presence And Your

Superconscious Mind

I would write letters to my Superconscious mind and Mighty I Am Presence or God, Christ and the Holy Spirit, and I started developing my own little planetary mystery school! They would respond to me in dreams, channelings, intuitions, epiphanies, revelations, insights, imagery, synchronicities, life experience, speaking through people without them realizing it! I began to really see the oneness of all life and how the outward world is a mirror of the inner world.

Logs Of Character Development On A Percentage As Described And Written Out In the Workbook

This was also a key to my development. I would keep detailed logs on a percentage basis as to my progress in demonstrating certain key qualities. Morning, afternoon and night I would give myself a percentage score on how I was doing. I was relentless in my efforts to develop a flawless character, alignment of all bodies, consistency on all levels, to walk my talk, and practice what I preached.

Gratitude Log

I have included in the I AM University workbook a detailed account of the exact journal system I used so you can do the same.



I am literally sharing with every single thing I did in my life to achieve the 23rd/24th level of Initiation. If you just follow what I am saying, “everything that I have done you can do and more,” wouldn’t it be a wonderful world if everyone on the earth looked at life this way and saw each other as an incarnation of God and the I Am, sharing the same identity?



Another key to my evolution is on a spiritual level I started developing “Ascension Activations”. I somehow just figured them out myself and over time I achieved a state which Master Kuthumi called being “fully activated”! This enormously filled my bodies and chakras with light! I have made this incredibly easy for all with my currently 23 Ascension Activation Meditations on CD. Each CD has hundreds of ascension activations! There is nothing like these Ascension Activation Meditations on planet earth. They will complete cleanse and spiritually electrify your energy fields!



Another absolute key to my humble success, I patterned my consciousness after God’s consciousness! By this I mean my seven chakras. I strived to turn by Seven Chakras into Seven Golden Candlesticks. I strived to master survival, master my sexuality and developed my creativity and self healing powers. I strived to fully own my personal power and balanced the feminine/masculine, yin and yang, God/Goddess within. I strived to be unconditionally loving at all times towards self and others. I strived to surrender to God’s Will at all times and develop my communication skills. I strived to develop and refine my consciousness, which is the key to fully opening the third eye. I strive most of all to be one with God at all times in my every thought, word and deed.



Then I did the same thing with the Seven Great Rays of God, which are the personality of God. I totally developed my personal power, my love/psychological wisdom and my active intelligence on earth. I developed my artistic and musical nature and ability to remain harmonious with self and all of life. I developed my scientific nature and developed sciences in everything I did and studied science. I developed my idealism and devotion and was constantly refining my ideals. I developed my structures and organization in life in a way that gave me freedom. I learned how to practice transformation and alchemy in all aspects of my being. I constantly worked on myself until I was a master of all the rays and all the chakras. This allowed my Kundalini to rise to my crown and allowed my Seven Seals to be fully opened. I was patterning myself after God’s personality.



I also patterned myself after the Divine Mother, Sister Mary, Kuan Yin, Isis and the Goddess energies. I strived to be a master occultist and a master mystic. I strived to serve Mother Earth and Lady Gaia as well.



I strived at all times to master my subconscious mind and merge and integrate with my Superconscious mind, so my three minds became one mind. This was one of the real keys to my success. I did the same thing with my Oversoul, my Monad and Mighty I Am Presence, then I did the same thing with the Holy Spirit, Christ, God, the Ascended Masters, Archangels and Angels, Elohim Masters and Christed Extraterrestrials!



Because of my great focus on integration, I strived at all times to live in the heavenly ideal, but simultaneously live in the real world! Most on earth do one or the other. I learned to own my personal power and surrender to God simultaneously.



I learned to put God truly first in life and let go of all symbolic adulterous lovers, alternative lovers, false gods, symbolic idol worship, little gods, pearls of lesser price and lesser doors! I learned to love the Creator more than creation.



I learned to not waste time or energy. I will not say I never made a mistake, but I will tell you for sure I outworked everyone. This was because I cultivated what Lord Maitreya calls, “being on fire for God”! I can honestly say for the last 30 years I have been absolutely on fire for God. I have wanted God like a drowning man wants air. I transformed all my lower self desires into Higher Self or spiritual desires! No matter how many times I was knocked off the horse or fell down the mountain I would get back up and just keep fighting. As Djwhal Khul likes to say, sometimes the average man surpasses the genius because of their work ethic! I was absolutely relentless in my efforts. Again I am not saying I never made a mistake, however, my work ethic was light years beyond anyone else I ever met! This was because I was so focused and dedicated and wanted to realize God so much. After 30 years of this type of effort one day I found myself at the top of my personal planetary Mt Everest! This was an actual dream I had, after taking my 22nd level of initiation. In the dream when I climbed to the top, I was told by a Master from the Great White Lodge that no one in the history of the earth ever climbed this face of Mt Everest before. The face I climbed was that of integration, synthesis and full spectrum prism consciousness. I never favoured any one religion or spiritual path. This is another one of the great secrets to my success. I studied all of them. I studied all mystery schools, channelings, spiritual teachers, gurus, spiritual texts, forms of psychology, saints, sages, philosophers, and synthesized them all together and then wrote my 40 volume Ascension Book Series called “The Easy to Read Encyclopaedia of the Spiritual Path”. Then I wrote my Eight Synthesis Correspondence Courses which are like three books in each Correspondence Course. I was happy to share this with the world and make other’s path easier, but it also served to help me integrate everything. For everyone teaches what they want to learn. To have a thing one must give a thing. This is why I give so freely to all of you my fellow I Ams, apprentice Gods and apprentice Christs!



Another key was I took the attitude in life of being content at all times, but never satisfied! Even now as head of the Synthesis Ashram, World Teacher for the next 2000 years cycle, next planetary Christ when Lord Maitreya moves on and having achieved my Planetary Christ and Planetary Mighty I Am Presence realization, I am content but not satisfied. I will only be satisfied when I return to the 352nd level of God and all of you return with me. Then and only then will I be satisfied. The I AM University on the inner and outer earthly plane has been created to achieve just this goal!



Another key to my success was for the last 30 years I have been about my Father’s business! I did not waste time on materialism, glamour, illusion, maya, appearances, false gods, impermanent things, the little picture. I was interested in only one thing and that was God. I did not come to bring peace but a sword! I cut out everything in my life that did not help to achieve this goal. Part of this was learning to stand on my own. I took the attitude of being a Shepherd and not a sheep. I became a maverick of sorts and left the conventionality of traditional psychology and spirituality and forged my own path. I followed the beat of my own drummer. Above all else, to thine own self be true. I completely ignored mass consciousness. I found my own point of balance. I did not seek other people’s approval or worry about what other people think. I trusted my inner self and inner guidance more than any external channelings. I learned early in my life how corrupt a process channelling is, if the person doing the channelling is not totally developed, refined and integrated in their consciousness.



Every moment of my life I practiced the “Presence of God”! I looked at every encounter with another person as a Holy Encounter! Christ meeting Christ, I Am meeting I Am, Integrated Ascended Master meeting Integrated Ascended Master!

I learned that we don’t see with our eyes, we see with our consciousness and mind! What we see in life is actually what we are giving. I began to fully realize and see that most people on earth don’t have relationships with people they have relationships with their beliefs about people which are invariably contaminated with massive amounts of psychological baggage they have not worked out.



Another key to my success was I constantly worked with other people. I had ascension buddies, and spiritual partners, wives, spiritual friends and I found one of the fastest ways to spiritually grow was to work with people who were developed in areas I was not, and the same was true for them! Over time doing all these things listed in this chapter, one starts becoming a jack of all trades and master of all of them!



I kept daily and weekly schedules of all my spiritual practices and even had one year, three year and five year plans! For 30 years I was constantly on some campaign to develop myself in a new area. You would be amazed how this adds up.



Another key is I learned after a great many years to keep my mind steady in the light and steady in my attunement to my Mighty I Am Presence and God, Christ, and the Holy Spirit. Everyone goes through a period of Armageddon or Battle until they Master self!



One of the biggest keys of all is I learned how to process my life properly. Metatron calls this Progressive Spiritual Processing. Sai Baba has said that 70% of the spiritual path is self inquiry. This is how your process your reality. My journal training helped me to develop a razor sharp mind and helped me to develop a humble Master Mind and Master Heart.



The other key to my success is that my entire life was focused on service. For service is the Law of Life! My only two real goals in life were to spiritually grow and serve. As I evolved I even stopped focusing on spiritual growth and just focused on serving, for in truth through serving one spiritually grows. At early stages of the spiritual path some focus on spiritual growth is definitely needed.



I also learned the lesson early on that God helps those who help themselves. I constantly prayed to God and the Masters for everything. However, I relied on myself. I was not just interested in channelling the light, I was interested in being the light! This humbly has made me stand out in my spiritual development.



I also always strived above all else for God purity like Sister Mary, and humbleness and humility, saintliness, egolessness and selflessness! These attributes I treasured above all else.



I always focused on what I can do instead of what I cannot do. I was always turning lemons into lemonade. So much of my success comes back to my attitude and perspective.



I learned to transcend negative ego emotions, which made me a much better channel and person! I also learned to transcend negative ego duality and remain evenminded in profit or loss, pleasure or pain, sickness or health, victory or defeat, or in praise or criticism. This state of consciousness is almost unknown in this world.



On a personal level if I would be completely honest the spiritual growth goals that were most important to me were achieving my initiations, anchoring and activating my light bodies, anchoring my higher chakras, being of service was most important and leaving an earthly spiritual legacy to help the world!



I never sought after any spiritual leadership. I was never attached to the fruits of my service. My gift to myself was the act of service itself. For in giving a thing I was able to integrate and possess it for myself.



When God asked me to do a much larger spiritual mission than I was doing before and take on all this spiritual leadership, I did it because He asked me to! Whatever His will for me is I am happy to do. My total pleasure in life comes from serving God.



Another key to my success has been my steadiness especially in the last 15 years. I tried to pattern myself after God who rises the sun every day and crashes the waves against the shore unceasingly! I became like this in my efforts, but the unique thing is I never feel like I am working. I am doing what I want to do! If I had a billion dollars I would not change my lifestyle one iota. True pleasure is serving God!



In being so on Fire for God, all lower self desire, gluttony, self indulgence, appetites, carnality, bad habits, addictions, became meaningless to me! Being on Fire for God is the cure all for all of this.



I strived to develop myself in all the Sephiroths on the Tree of Life. I strived to develop myself in all 12 Schools, Colleges and Challenges of Life. I strived to develop myself in all 12 archetypes, all 22 major arcana of the tarot deck, in all 72 Supersenses of God. Most new age people focus on developing themselves in just their sun sign or in the rays of their monad, soul, personality, mind, emotions and body. The key to really growing spiritually and developing and refining your consciousness is not only realizing what your sun sign or ray configuration is but also mastering all of them! This is part of integration, synthesis and full spectrum prism consciousness. This was a real key to my humble development.



The very unique key was how I focused on full spectrum prism consciousness thinking instead of limited lens thinking. Melchizedek, the Universal Logos turned me on to this a great thinking many years ago and I really ran with it! Melchizedek told me that most people see life through the lens of a fly! I really think to see life from a full spectrum prism consciousness as a planetary, solar, galactic, universal, multi-universal and cosmic citizen; to see life through all religions and spiritual paths; to see life through all countries, cultures, races, genders, teachings, ethnicities; to look at every situation from all angles, all lenses, the bigger picture not just the little picture and so on, astronomically expanded my consciousness!



Another key to my evolution was I constantly asked questions of Spirit and the Masters. I had this incredible spiritual desire to understand everything and how everything works and fits together. I was constantly reading, studying, listening to tapes, going to lectures and watching spiritual videos.



I strived to develop my information banks on a spiritual, consciousness and physical earthly level. I strived to become a well rounded person.



Another absolute total key to my evolution was I saw the incredible importance of developing an “indomitable will and what I also call the heart of a champion”! Humbly speaking I have never met anyone who came within a million miles of my will to God, will to ascension, will to achieve my initiations, will to anchor my light bodies, will to serve, sense of duty, will to remain in integrity in all that I do, will to live, will to grow, will to serve God and the Masters! I had trillions of setbacks just like everyone does! Every time I had a set back instead of letting this stop me or slow me down, I would fight back a trillion times harder! I would redouble and retriple my efforts!



As a youth I was very involved with sports and used to like watching sports. I learned a lot from this. Through it I developed what I call the “heart of a champion”! My will to succeed, my will to give my best effort, my will to pursue excellence. My will to do every assignment and spiritual leadership position Spirit and the Masters gave me perfectly!



Another key was I developed a consciousness of being a Master of Masters. By this I mean I kept developing my wisdom and refining my ideals on a spiritual/psychological and physical/earthly level everyday to the point where the overall spiritual ideals I held for myself were infinitely higher than what normal lightworkers or spiritual leaders hold for themselves. This is just an example of a certain impeccability and integrity I required of myself. A certain work ethic I required of myself. A certain purity on all levels I required of myself. A certain level of mastery on discipline I required of myself. A dietary discipline on all levels I required of myself. A level of emotional clarity I required of myself. I kept refining my spiritual ideals, psychological ideals and earthly ideals to the point that I humbly began to be a master of masters, for what I required of myself on all three levels was a level of mastery and self discipline most on the planet had never even conceived of!



I was never a conformist! I always trusted my self above all else and followed my inner guidance. I never fit in anywhere, so I finally just did my own thing and now an enormous number of souls want to fit into this! I basically created a whole new understanding of spirituality, psychology, and physical/earthly mastery that had never been created before! Sister Mary (formerly known as Mother Mary) said I created a new portal to God that had never been done before! It was the same thing as my Mt Everest dream where I was told I climbed a face of Mt Everest that had never been climbed before! I so refined my spiritual ideals, understanding, wisdom, full spectrum prism consciousness, synthesis and integration on all three levels, spiritual, psychological and physical/earthly, that I was holding ideals that no one else on the planet was holding. Not only was I holding these ideals but I have strict requirements I made on myself to walk my talk and practice what I preached. The second I would learn a thing, I would make myself apply that thing and give that thing in service. This helped me integrate it and maintain it in myself. I think you can understand what I am saying here! In a sense I kept raising the bar on all three levels on myself, to the point where no one on earth was holding these ideals at the level of refinement and clarity I was, let alone living it, demonstrating it and embodying it!



Every day my Fire for God would get stronger and stronger until pretty soon I could see or hear nothing else and wanted nothing else. This lifestyle totally reprogrammed my conscious and subconscious mind and became a habit after a while! Where at first it was a battle to achieve this, then it became so ingrained in me I could do nothing else. Work became pure God pleasure.



Another key lesson I learned was not to give my personal power to my physical body. Most people have personal power until they get tired, or as long as they feel well physically. The second the physical body gets tired or doesn’t feel well they fold up like an accordion! I learned to respect my physical body and take care of it, but I learned also not to coddle it, baby it or be a hypochondriac.



Another key, I learned at a very young age about my Superconscious mind. Most people don’t even realize they have a Superconscious mind. So I began to bring Superconscious consciousness to everything I did! This is available to all souls on earth. I became a Superhuman because everything I did was infused with my Superconscious mind development and my Superconscious mind direct infusion. As time went on the same became true with my Mighty I Am Presence, the Holy Spirit, the Christ and God. I just kept doing it at a higher and higher level!



As I continued to do this I finally started doing it on 22 levels of my being, Soul, Superconscious, Oversoul, Monad and Mighty I Am Presence, Universal Mind, Universal Heart, Divine Mother and Goddess energies, with all the inner plane Ascended Masters, with the Archangels and Angels, with the Elohim Masters, with the Christed Extraterrestrials, with the Holy Spirit, with Christ, with God, with Shiva, Vishnu and Brahma! I basically got inwardly married to all 22 levels!



I requested to be completely infused by the Holy Spirit, as Jesus was when he was baptized in the River Jordan and as he sent the Holy Spirit to infuse his 12 apostles! I strived most of all to be the embodiment of my Mighty I Am Presence and the Trinity of God.



Another super key to my success was I “Trinitized my Consciousness” long before I ever knew what the term meant! To Trinitize your consciousness means in everything one does they bring the power, creatorship, co-creatorship, self mastery, self discipline, causality of God in their lives. Then they bring the laser sharp, Mastermind of the Christ and Christ love into all that they do! Then they bring the active intelligence and wisdom of oneness and inspiration and divine feeling into all that they do! This was one of the greatest keys of all.



I also learned not only how to master my feelings and emotions, but also how to integrate my feelings and emotions in a spiritual way. So my speech and my writing were filled with spiritual passion, divine enthusiasm, spiritual devotion and with spiritual fire for God. This is one of the reasons people like my books, correspondence courses, training manuals and writings so much, for they are filled with this energy of the Holy Spirit, yet retain the mental laser sharp Mastermind energy and love of the Christ, with the Master, Creator consciousness of God our Creator!



Another absolute key to my success is I brought this full spectrum prism consciousness to everything I did! For example, I am not only a professional psychologist, marriage family child counsellor, spiritual teacher, channel, healer and minister, I also do all these things in a full spectrum prism consciousness manner! So when I function as a minister, for example, and give a sermon I quote all the Ascended Masters, all the religions, all the prophets, saints and sages that have walked the earth! I weave them all together to show the unity and oneness of them all. Do you see the profundity of this and how much fun and even more powerful this is? Why limit yourself?



In studying healing, I was not just satisfied with energy healing. I put myself through constant training to develop myself as a spiritual, mental, emotional, energetic, etheric, physical, holistic, dietary, homeopathic, herbal, relationship, family, planetary, earthly healer on all levels.



When I would channel I would channel all the different aspects of Spirit, Masters, Angels, Elohim and Christed Extraterrestrials. Do you see how profound this is? There is nothing wrong with working with just one, but why limit yourself? Everything I do, I do with a full spectrum prism consciousness understanding!



I also worked very much with the Hermetic Law as within, so without! As above, so below! In this way and manner the occult nature of God can be totally figured out. So where almost all souls on earth focused on planetary ascension, I was immersed in understanding, asking questions and figuring out solar, galactic, universal, multi-universal and the cosmic nature of God. Correspondence course six, “The God, Christ, Holy Spirit, Company of Heaven Book of Revelation Correspondence Course of all Correspondence Courses” deals with this and will blow your mind! This is also another example of how I was holding a much higher ideal than the average spiritual leader and light worker.



Because I am also very grounded, and very into integrating the real world and as the Master Jesus said, “Be as wise as a serpent and loving as a dove,” I learned to be street smart. I am not an airy fairy spiritual type! I have multidimensional sight, and held the heavenly ideal in my consciousness, but also held the highest level of spiritual discernment and earthly groundedness!



I owned my personal power with the Masters and dialogued with them and did not follow their guidance blindly! I did not approach God as a lowly son of God, but as an apprentice Christ and apprentice God.



Most of all I loved God with all my heart and soul and mind and might and I strived to love my neighbor as I loved myself. I used every situation of life to practice remaining in unconditional love, oneness, positivity, forgiveness, harmlessness, defencelessness, evenmindedness, inner peace, happiness and joy!



I strived to realize God spiritually, mentally, emotionally and materially. I began to realize the material face of God, the mental face of God, the emotional face of God and the spiritual face of God equally as much! This is what most spiritual leaders and lightworkers do not do. They specialize in one level but do not do them and do not perfectly integrate them all!



At all times I held miracle mindedness and the immaculate conception or perfected ideal! Whenever anything would manifest that was not of this perfect ideal I would pray, affirm and visualize to make it so!



Another absolute key to my process is, like everyone else I had an enormous number of setbacks and obstacles to overcome! However I learned early on that life is three steps up the mountain and two steps back, five up two down, four up two down! That is how it is until you really truly become an Integrated Spiritual Master. I let go of all negative ego perfectionism and every day just tried to make as much spiritual progress as I could! I did this for 30 straight years and one day I found myself at the 22nd level of initiation and light body! I had climbed my personal planetary Mt Everest! Now I am hot on the trail of the solar Christ. I took the attitude that if I couldn’t sprint up the mountain I would run. If I couldn’t run I would walk. If I couldn’t walk, I would crawl! As Yogananda said, “A saint is a sinner that never gave up”! I made it to the top of planetary Mt Everest because I was the supreme spiritual warrior and fighter for God. I held onto God’s feet (symbolic of God’s understanding) and would not let go until he blessed me! He finally did and He will for you as well! God and the Masters have created the inner and outer plane I AM University to help you to receive the training you need to fully step on what I call the “Golden Path”! Gold is the color of the Christ! What I am sharing with you in this personal sharing and autobiography of sorts is the Golden Path that will lead you from Adam and Eve to the Christ and Mighty I Am Presence Planetary Realization at the 22nd level of initiation and light body. Enroll in the I AM University now on the inner and outer plane for it will help you step onto the Golden Path fully, in an integrated, synthesized, full spectrum prism consciousness manner and will give you all the new higher octave Aquarian Age teachings and tools that will help you to get there in this lifetime. This is why the I AM University is being anchored onto the Earth at this time, and this is its prime function. It will bring you a peace and ascension acceleration that passeth understanding.



Another key to my evolutionary process besides constantly praying was I was constantly meditating as well! I was constantly doing the ascension activation meditation I have on CD form. I also did other types of meditations as well which I have listed in the workbook. As with everything else in my life I meditated in a full spectrum prism consciousness manner! My life was really a meditation. I would go for walks and bi-locate to one of the ascension seats of God you will find in the Workbook and so I would do a walking meditation. I would repeat the names of God, mantras of God and Power words of God all day long! I would do breathing meditation, channeling practice meditations, mantra meditations, ascension activation meditations, light quotient building meditations, healing meditations, balancing of chakras, bodies and grounding meditations, light work meditations, world service work meditations, sound work meditations, soul travel meditations. I would meditate at night watching TV. I would never waste a moment! I would meditate and do spiritual practices while standing in line at the bank, post office or market!



Sometimes people feel they are not growing! However if you bring full focus, concentration, self mastery and self discipline to your highest potential to your spiritual path, you would be amazed at the progress you can make! For most of my spiritual path I was going up and down up the mountain. However, after living this lifestyle for 30 years I can now run up the mountain most days and make astronomically quick progress. I would have to be, to be at the 23/24th level at my 50th earthly birthday! Even though I still have major obstacles to overcome, I agree with Sai Baba who says, “Welcome adversity!” I like to say to everything that happens, “Not my will but thine, thank you for the lesson”!



Another key to my success is, I brought this full spectrum prism consciousness to my study of psychology. I studied in-depth all forms of traditional and spiritual psychology and developed a much higher and more advanced new higher octave Aquarian age teachings because of this. I tried to always take the best from the past, add my own new insights and those from Spirit and the Masters, and then channel forth the next higher octave future teachings as well, for in truth time and space do not exist.



Another key to my success is learning to keep a quiet mind and to focus and concentrate my consciousness and mind for extremely long periods of time. I also learned to work extremely fast, but efficiently. For example most people take three years to channel and write a book. I do them in three or four weeks at most. This is all part of the speed of my evolution. I have trained my mind to work so quickly and efficiently, and I have trained my consciousness to be so organized and clear that it is possible to accelerate things far beyond the limits that most people hold for themselves.



I really always did my own thing, and never got involved with mass consciousness. One has to be strong in their consciousness to do this, however, if you stay the course, the benefits are off the charts.



Another absolute crucial key to my development was coming up with the understanding there were four levels of initiation not just one! There were spiritual initiations, initiations of consciousness, initiations of the physical body and initiations of the earth! I strived to pass all my initiations, not just the spiritual ones.

In a similar thought most new age people focus on developing light quotient, which is good. However, I took a full spectrum prism consciousness approach and that is to develop all my spiritual quotients, psychological quotients and physical/earthly quotients. So I worked on developing my light, love, power quotients. All my psychological quotients striving always for 100%! Then I strived to develop the quotients for the physical body and the earth. You will find all of these in the I AM University workbook for a deeper explanation.



Another key to my success is I never kept my mind idle, never allowed myself the luxury of going on automatic pilot. An idle mind is the devil’s workshop! When temptation would arrive I would just ask myself the question, do I want God or my lower self? This would end that discussion! I always remained joyously vigilant as well. As Jesus said in A Course in Miracles, “Be vigilant for God and his Kingdom”!

Another key to my success is I saw that the fulfilment of my spiritual mission and puzzle piece on earth was crucial to my overall spiritual success, as was the requirement of moving into spiritual leadership and global world service work. So instead of running and hiding, I fully embraced this and just went for it. This is one of the keys to accelerating your evolution!



Another key to my success is I didn’t allow myself to lose my Dharma or Golden Path! Of course I started to a great many times. For there are an infinite number of ways the negative ego, lower self, or undiscerning mind can pull one off their Golden Path. However, I always paid attention to my inner guidance and watched my dreams like a hawk and if I sensed I was getting off track I would immediately make an adjustment or correction.



This was the other absolute key to my success. I am always making adjustments and corrections spiritually, mentally, emotionally, energetically, physically and in an earthly manner. I always strive to remain in the Tao! I try to not go too fast or too slow, but to remain in the Tao or perfect balance in all things! Most lightworkers don’t make the needed adjustments they need to make each day. They are not learning their spiritual tests and lessons, not hearing clear inner guidance, not learning from their dreams, not using their own spiritual discernment to their highest capacity. Life is a constant process of making adjustments no matter how high you climb.



Another key to my life is I never asked how life is treating me! It was always how am I treating life.



Another absolute key is I tried to practice the Presence of God on all levels. Not just in the heavenly world, I strived to demonstrate God, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, energetically, etherically, physically, vocally, in behavior and actions, in how I created my environment, in how I dealt with people, animals, plants, machines, animate and inanimate objects! For example stubbing your toe and cussing at the chair is cussing at God, for God is the chair as well. Most of all I tried to embody God, Christ the Holy Spirit and the I Mighty I Am Presence on earth. I strived to live in the marketplace and not in a cave, or a new age cave called an apartment.



Now here is a key that almost no one on earth is doing which explains why I have been able to accelerate my initiation level eight initiations beyond anyone else on earth! Besides developing my consciousness and everything else I have mentioned in this article and chapter I recognized and came to understand very early in my spiritual path that the Mighty I Am Presence in all souls on earth has 144 souls who make up this presence! So very early in my spiritual path I began a specific focused campaign to do what is called “integrate and cleanse” my soul extensions into my being. Because I was so focused in my campaign to do this I achieved this very quickly and began doing it on a solar level as well. Anyway this had an enormous impact on my Monad, and all my souls. For Spirit and the Masters told me that my 144 souls are “all” almost at the 19th initiation! I am the humble spiritual leader of my 144 souls from my Monad or Mighty I Am Presence, however, I was not just satisfied with my own evolution, I was focused on my true identity as the Mighty I Am Presence! Your true spiritual name is not the name you have on earth, it is the name of your Mighty I Am Presence! That is why Jesus changed his name to Sananda! St Germain has told me he wants to change his name as well, to his Mighty I Am Presence name! So my Beloved Friends, do you see by doing this simple thing I accelerated my ascension process 144 times faster than anyone else on earth for I was working for the evolution of all the souls of which I am just one, from my Monad and not just working for myself! All these things and so much more Spirit, the Masters and I will teach you how to do in the inner and outer earthly plane I AM University. Spirit and the Masters have told me that these are the most cutting edge, revolutionary teachings on the planet on all three levels, spiritually, in consciousness and on a physical/earthly level, and this is why they have made the inner plane I AM University a required gate for all 6 billion souls on this planet to enter the Kingdom of Heaven! In other words, these means, all souls on Earth need to achieve their “integrated ascension” and become Integrated Ascended Masters in order to graduate from this earthly school! Spirit the Masters and I are now anchoring the outer earthly plane I AM University on earth, so we can spiritually harvest, 144,000 22nd degree Masters from earth’s present lifewave, and 144 million 12th to 22nd degree Masters! This is the humble spiritual mission I have come to perform in co-creation with Spirit and the Masters who have incarnated as a group into the inner and outer plane I AM University as a group Avatar incarnation for the Aquarian Age!



Another key to my success on all levels, is based on a quote from the Universal Mind through Edgar Cayce. The Universal mind said something to the effect if you want prosperity yourself, help others to prosper! I have applied this universal law to all aspects of my life. If I want God, then I help others achieve God realization. If I want money then I help others to be rich! If I want Revelations from God, then I give Revelations of God to others! You will not realize God, Christ and the Holy Spirit, or Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva, until you do not see your brothers’ and sisters’ interest and well being as not separate from yourself.



Another key to my humble success is that I learned to raise the dead on all three levels and learned to do this very quickly. This is why I think keeping a journal system is so important. What I mean by this is as follows:



Like everyone in life over the past 30 years I had major setbacks and great obstacles to overcome. This can manifest in a million different ways, the end of a marriage, physical health crisis of some kind, death of a loved one, financial pressures, professional setbacks, business setbacks, ending of partnerships, people who are run by the negative ego or dark forces betraying you like what Jesus went through, people badmouthing you, making enemies even though that was never one’s intention, mental lessons, emotional lessons, relationship lessons, spiritual lessons, chronic health lessons, financial setbacks, family issues, ending of friendships, major mistakes, accidents, crosses to bear, natural catastrophes, past life karmic lessons and on and on and on! No one on earth can avoid such things. Depending on each person’s psychological make up, when these major lessons and storms of life occur they can cause major setbacks in people’s life. Until one becomes a fully realized Integrated Ascended Master, certain lessons can at times really take a toll on a spiritual leader or lightworker!



As with all of you my Beloved Readers, I had tons of lessons like these. However, through my ability to work with a journal system which became my computer, I developed the ability to raise myself from the dead incredibly quickly. No matter how catastrophic the lesson, I developed the ability to rebuild myself spiritually, mentally, emotionally, energetically, physically and earthly wise! For in truth everything is perspective. I know of one spiritual leader for example who went through a divorce and death in the family and was wiped out for a year! Everything is in the mind. This business of having to go through denial, anger, depression and acceptance is illusion. This is only true if you are run by the negative ego mind and run by the personality and not by your soul, Superconscious mind and Mighty I Am Presence. I learned to be prepared for all contingencies in life ahead of time and when major setbacks or lessons occurred, within an hour or much less I developed ways to completely rebuild myself no matter what happened or how devastating the lesson. All of these things Spirit, the Masters and I will be teaching you in the I AM University workbook.



Another thing that I did that helped me a lot is everything that happened in my life of a “negative nature”, I used as “grist for the mill”, for example, in spiritual counseling or to write a chapter! So what seemed like the worst thing, invariably turned out to be the best thing and some of my best chapters. I call this the “Ecology of consciousness”! Everything is recycled and turned to Christ and Mighty I Am Presence God. This, my Beloved Readers is the Golden Path! Everything within and without is used to mold you into the Christ.



Another absolute key to my success which most lightworkers do not understand is to “deny any thought, feeling, impulse or desire that is not of God to enter your consciousness”! Then immediately replace it with the opposite positive one! I developed unstoppable optimism. I was so optimistic that if I was thrown in jail for some reason not that I ever would be of course, but if I was, I would look at it as a spiritual retreat! I was also constantly doing affirmations, creative visualization and giving myself positive self talk.



As part of my full spectrum prism consciousness I was not only interested in being physically fit, but also spiritually, mentally, emotionally, energetically, relationship, business wise, and financially fit.



Because I was not an air fairy spiritual type and I sought mastery on a spiritual, psychological and physical/earthly level equally, I had my head screwed on straight and balanced so I was able to be very successful in an earthly sense, and this allowed me to financially live a lifestyle totally devoted to God and the Masters! I know many lightworkers who have a lot of spiritual gifts and talents, but they have not mastered earth energies, so they have very little time to work on their spiritual life.



Another absolute key to my success is I learned at each level of my initiations to polarize my consciousness to the level above the one I was at! That allowed me to accelerate the achievement and realization of that next level much faster than most! Spirit, the Masters and I will teach you how to do this in the I AM University workbook.



Another key to my humble success was I constantly polished my diamond on all three levels of my being. My goal was to become spotless before the Throne. I constantly asked Spirit and the Masters to help me do this as well as doing everything in my power as well.



The absolute fastest way to achieve and realize this is to study the correspondence courses and training manuals! While the books are the foundation, the correspondence courses and training manuals are the revelatory new Higher Octave teachings for the Aquarian Age. I am giving you just the tip of the iceberg or “peanut shell” version to provide you a spiritual taste of the profundity of what you will receive by enrolling in the inner and outer earthly plane I AM University.



The other key to my success is the practice of channeling! I would do this with friends, in classes, in my journal writing, when I would write chapters, when I would spiritually counsel, when I would publicly speak! Everyone has the ability to do this! Some are more intuitive/telepathic/occult types in the way they channel and some are more mystic, clairaudient types! Actually occult channeling can be of a much higher level then mystic channeling if one develops and refines their consciousness! Do you notice how we always come back to this? This is what Spirit and the Masters and I will teach you to do.



If I had to sum up how I humbly achieved my Christ and Mighty I Am Presence Realization it could be summed up by the Christ itself: “Be God, Give God, and Receive God! Be Christ, Give Christ, and Receive Christ! Be the Holy Spirit, Give the Holy Spirit, and Receive the Holy Spirit!”



Another humble key to my success was my practice of the words of Jesus when he said, “Be it done to you as you believe"! “Argue for your limitations and they are yours”! The reason your mind leads to the Christ, is because your thoughts create how you think, feel, see, act, speak, what you manifest, attract, magnetize and repel!



Another key to my success is I intensively studied the lives of all the Masters and great saints, sages, and people in the past and present. I tried to synthesize the best from each of them and create a new higher octave Aquarian Age being of myself that was the best of everyone, everything, all religions, spiritual paths and teachings. 30 years later this is what I humbly achieved.



Another absolute key to my success is that I was constantly purifying myself by fasting and cleansing myself, physically, mentally, emotionally, energetically, earthly wise, with people and relationships, spiritually, from core fear, implant and negative elementals, earth crystals, my genetic line, my cells, from my karma, weapons, remnant removal, imbalanced genes in DNA, environmental toxicity, toxic relationships, and so on.



Another key was I was constantly calling in higher light packets of information and computer chips of information to be programmed into my Superconscious and subconscious minds!



Another humble key to my success is I never tried to steal another person’s puzzle piece. This is a rampant disease and plague that pervades the new age movement! People are not satisfied with their own puzzle piece so they try to live others’. It never works in the end and just results in self destruction on their part.



Another key was even though I was constantly striving to be a jack of all trades and master of all them, I wanted to be a supreme expert in ascension, spiritual psychology, consciousness work, physical earthly master, integration, balance, full spectrum prism consciousness, resurrection, transfiguration, healing, embodying God, Christ, the Holy Spirit and the Mighty I Am Presence and embody them on earth and service. 30 years later these things are what I am humbly most known for and the things I am most developed in. This is what I mean about prioritizing your goals and putting all your eggs in God’s basket! I was singularly focused on these things and got rid of everything else and 30 years later, I am at the 23/24 initiation, head of I AM University, inner plane Synthesis Ashram, World Teacher and future head of Office of the Office of the Christ. I share these things with you to inspire you as to what can be accomplished in your life! I am no different from you! The Masters are no different from us! A Saint is a sinner that never gives up. I never gave up. I fought my way up the spiritual mountain, and in recent years, the last 10 for sure, what was once a fight became supreme bliss and pleasure. For I was so on fire for God that I completely reprogrammed by conscious and subconscious thinking and raised my self out of mass consciousness that today I do not experience life as a battle as I did in the earlier years. Each person in the early and intermediate years must first win their personal battle of Armageddon before they can transcend the battle in their later years and sprint or run up the spiritual mountain with self mastery, ecstatic joy and bliss!



Another humble key to my success is I learned to be a love finder and not a fault finder. I did not do this in a pollyanna way where I lost my spiritual discernment but I tried to see the best in self and in people, not the worst. Never forget that what you see in life in truth is what you are thinking.



I also learned to live in this world but not of this world. I learned to keep my head in the clouds, but keep my feet firmly planted on the ground. I always take care of business, be it errands, taxes, my profession, emails, correspondence, bookkeeping. Instead of procrastinating, I do the hardest jobs first.



Another absolute key to my success is everything I do I would do with God, my personal power, the power of my subconscious and the action of my physical body. In this way I used all levels of power, not just personal power. This helped me to be consistent on all levels and in alignment on all levels. This is the key to becoming an “Integrated Ascended Master”!



Another absolute key to my success is I let go of all attachments and replaced them with preferences. I would go after my preferences with all my heart and soul and mind and might. However, if they did not occur I would remain happy. I was not attached to the fruits of my service. I lived in involved detachment, rather than total attachment or detachment.



Many eastern teachings say let go of all desire. I let go of all lower self desires and replaced them with spiritual desire. One must have spiritual desire to realize God. This is part of the infusion of the Holy Spirit, which is the feminine aspect of God.



I also always forgave myself and forgave others. If anyone walked one step towards me I would walk 100 towards them. I always strived to keep my word. If I said I would call someone, or be at a certain place at a certain time I would do it or I wouldn’t say it. One cannot be an Integrated Ascended Master unless one has integrity, consistency and alignment on all levels of their being.



Another key is I was always decisive in everything I did. I preferred to make the wrong decision than sit on the fence and live in paralysis. If I made the wrong decision, I would correct it and decisively adjust it.



Another key is I always wrote down all my ideas, insights, epiphanies and revelations. This helped me to remember them! Some times the smallest idea I would write down turned into the one of the biggest things in my life.



I religiously kept a log of even the slightest bit of negative energy each day, and every night I would examine it to see what I needed to do to correct it.



Another key was I always strived to see both the essence and form level. I would see the essence of each person as the I Am, or the Christ, or the Eternal Self, and then I would have my loving observations and spiritual discernments regarding the form level. It was easy to unconditionally love when I would see the essence or innocence of each person’s true or heavenly ideal nature.



Another key was whenever I would start to worry or get concerned I would pray. I don’t think anyone on the planet prays as much as I do. I figure why try to do everything myself when God, all the aspects of Spirit, the Ascended Masters, Archangels and Angels, Elohim Councils, Christed Extraterrestrials can help for the asking! This is a big reason why I have succeeded to such a degree in my efforts! I not only pray, I pray to the entire company of heaven for help.



Another super key to my success is I not only strived to keep a healthy physical immune system, I also strive to keep a healthy psychological and spiritual immune system. So I would not take on the psychological diseases of others such as anger, fear, worry, judgment, attack, depression, upset, defensiveness, grudges, guilt and so on. Then I would call in spirit and the Masters and my spiritual immune system which would filter out all kinds of unseen spiritual toxicity as well. This again allowed me to have compassion for other I Ams but not empathy, which is a form of dysfunctional psychological immune system and victim consciousness.





Another key was I always strived to pay my rent to God on all levels. Most people do not do this. I always strived to pay my spiritual rent, mental rent, emotional rent and physical/earthly rent to God. This kept me balanced in my four body system.



Another key to my success is very early on in life I was able to figure out what my key soul challenges were, and I wrote out a spiritual battle plan to overcome them. This is very important!



Another key to my success was I really tried to be devastatingly honest with myself, and to truly examine my motives, my personal agendas. I really tried to see where I had psychological baggage or unfinished business and I would clean it up.



Another super important key was that I always paid attention to details. This was part of how I developed and refined my consciousness. I would never allow myself to fudge on anything I did. If I was studying something I had to do it completely and not be lazy. If I was writing a chapter I had to do it completely and comprehensively with a full spectrum prism focus no matter how long it took. I am not content my Beloved Readers until I give you everything and I mean everything! For you are an incarnation of God, and to give you anything less than everything I have, would be to hold back on God the Creator, for you, God the Creator and I are all the same being! So of course I am going to give you everything, for if I do not give all, to all, I am losing the realization of God in myself. Do you see the profundity of that which I am saying my friends? Most of the world doesn’t see this, so they compete, they compare, they are selfish, they steal on many levels, they don’t want to gain for they think people will get ahead of them! This is illusion my friends! We are all one being sharing the same identity in the God or the I Am! Be still, and know, I Am God! To compete is to compete with God who is yourself. This is the self deception, separation and self delusion that most of this world lives in! This is because “Their eye is not single, so their body is not filled with light”! The Lord thy God is One! Never forget that integration and oneness are two sides of the same coin. Never forget that God is in the details. A smile to the grocery teller. A kind word to the gas station attendant. Picking up a piece of trash off mother earth. Giving some money to the homeless. Examining every word and nuance of every thought, feeling, word and behavior you make and making sure it is spotless before the throne. Making sure every word in this chapter is the correct word to convey perfectly the message Spirit, the Masters and I would like to speak.



I just had a mini revelation as I was writing! Here are the three of the best quotes for God, Christ and the Holy Spirit, in Trinitized form:



God equals being Master and not a victim, a cause not an effect! This is so because God is the Creator and we need to create like He creates!

Christ is love is letting go of fear, it is the mind that leads to the Christ. Our thoughts create our reality.

Holy Spirit is the Lord thy God is One! Strive for At-one-ment not separation! Be inspired and emotionally infused with the Spirit of God!



Another key is to raise your Kundalini and to do it by evolving your consciousness up through the Seven Chakras, and Seven Seals and staying on your Golden Path, so you can turn your chakras into Seven Golden Candlesticks and Seven Golden Churches! This is also done by mastering the Seven Rays for the rays work through the chakras which are disseminating points for the Seven Great Rays! This is how to effectively and quickly raise your Kundalini.



Another key is in my romantic relationships and marriages I always strived to have a seven level marriage which bonded in all seven levels or seven chakras. This of course was not always possible but this should be the ideal if one can find the right spiritual mate and partner.



Now I am going to share with you the key to finding your perfect spiritual mate which I used! Say a prayer for this and then let go of it and put your total focus on God and your golden spiritual path and on your service work. If you do this like a drowning man or woman wants air, then without even trying your right spiritual mate will be standing right in front of you. This has happened to me throughout my life! “Seek ye the kingdom of God and all things shall be handed unto thee”!



Another key is I made a concerted all out effort to die to the negative ego and be born again in God, Christ, the Holy Spirit, the Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva and the Mighty I Am Presence and Monad! Die to your old self and be reborn to the Christ / Buddha / Krishna / Mohammed / Moses / God / Goddess Child within and then raise this child through adolescence, adulthood, Mastership and Planetary Christ and Mighty I Am Presence realization! Die to your old self and be born again to your God Self this day. This is a key that I humbly found was one of the keys to Self and God realization!



Another key to my humble success was getting involved in personal and global disarmament. By this I mean every person must personally disarm if we are going to have global disarmament as well! This means letting go of all your attack thoughts, anger, judgment, criticism, impatience, intolerance and so one! One cannot get rid of fear unless they also get rid of their attack thoughts for they are two sides of the same coin.



One other super unbelievably big key in my process was the transcendence of the superiority and inferiority complex. Most lightworkers are caught up in this. That is why they are so ego defended, and cannot admit a mistake and apologize if their life depended on it. I have seen this in a great many of the new age spiritual leaders. As Fritz Pearls who invented Gestalt Psychology said, when the top dog or underdog comes up within your mind, laugh it off the stage! No one will make very much spiritual progress in their life on the Golden Path unless they transcend this negative ego way of thinking and replace it with the Spiritual / Christ / Buddha / Krishna / Mohammed / Moses and Ascended Masters type thinking of transcendence of negative ego duality.



One other super unbelievable big key to my success is something I figured out myself that you will not find in any book. It is in creating spiritual lists! I already told you of a few like keeping a victory log list and gratitude list! However this tool is far better than these. One of the ways I have been able to keep my inner peace, happiness, even mindedness and clarity of thinking and feeling is that whenever an issue would come up I would make a spiritual list. Let me give you an example. If for example, I had self doubt about something, I would immediately make a spiritual list of all the reasons why I shouldn’t doubt myself on this issue. Twenty minutes into the list the self doubt would be eradicated. Let’s say a series of events happen and a person is losing their happiness. I would say make a list of all the reasons why you should be happy! Do you see my friends that everything is attitude and perspective? Self and the world is just a projection screen of your thinking and you are seeing your own movie. Every thought you think is a lens you see through. So making these spiritual lists changes the lens you see through. It works every time! Whatever negative thought or feeling you are dealing with, you can make a spiritual list of the opposite and you will instantly feel better for you will have programmed yourself to see through the biggest picture instead of the little picture.



Be not concerned with what other people do! Say as Joshua of Old, a past life of Jesus, “As for me and my house, I serve the Lord”!



Another key to my success is I always tried to stay centered and calm amidst the cyclones of life that often come! Always remember that in the center of the cyclone it is perfectly still. I always strived to remain centered and calm in all situations. As I practiced this in my life it seemed like within the biggest, most difficult and complex cyclones was where I would be the most calm! This has served me well for large events for 2000 people like the Wesak Celebrations each year, spiritual tests and lessons sometimes do arise! One must have the ability to deal with whatever occurs in a graceful manner. This is part of spiritual leadership training.



Another key that has served me well, was fake it until you make it! This was especially true in the younger years. For example when I first started public speaking or counseling 30 years ago, I put on the persona of knowing 100% what I was doing even if I didn’t have all the knowledge. Except for the case of an Avatar this is true of all souls on earth, especially when you start out! So act like God to the best of your ability even if you maybe have not mastered all these lessons as yet.



Another key to my success is I always programmed my consciousness in advance to be prepared for all contingencies in life. So when crisis occurred I would not miss a beat, for I had already prepared for all possible worst case scenarios in advance.



Another key is the need to develop patience, which is a quality especially needed on this planet! I would constantly repeat to myself the words of the Universal Mind through Edgar Cayce, “In ye patience possess ye your souls”!



The other key to my humble success is I always found refuge in God! Be it praying to God, talking to God, sleeping in God’s energy, finding comfort in God’s words and teachings. If God be for you, who or what can be against you! I can do all things with Christ who strengthens me! God, your personal power and the power of your Subconscious mind and proper physical action are an unbeatable team! God goes with me wherever I go!



Lastly, another key from the Universal Mind as channelled through Edgar Cayce, where the Universal Mind says, “Mind is the Builder! Thoughts are things!” My Beloved Readers, every day your mind is building. You are either building a “Tower of Babel” or a “Temple, Church and Edifice to the Most High God”! Every thought you create, every feeling and emotion you create with your mind, every behavior you create with your mind, every piece of energy your create with your mind, every word you speak which is caused by your mind, every action you take in the earthly world which is created in your mind, adds more brinks and layers to your Temple for the Lord! Over an entire day all these bricks really add up. Over a week a whole floor can be created. Over a month or year you can only imagine what is created in your aura, chakras, energy fields, conscious and subconscious mind, personal Book of Life. You are that temple and church you are building. The goal Spirit and the Masters are giving you is to build a 22-storey edifice unto the Lord. The 22 floors of course are the 22 levels of initiation and light bodies to achieve planetary Christ realization, planetary Mighty I Am Presence realization and planetary Integrated Ascended Master realization. We are each in truth master builders! Each person is either building Seven Golden Candlesticks, or Seven Vials of Wrath and Seven Plagues! It is all controlled by the thoughts you think. That is why the Universal Mind said it is the “Mind that leads to the Christ”! For it is how you create your feelings, emotions, behavior, energy, earthly life and entire reality. It is even how you see, for you see through your thoughts. Feelings must be properly integrated and are of equal importance, but it must be understood that your thoughts are creating them. So the key here is that through my understanding of spiritual psychology I was able to create an excellent foundation and first floor of my house, so when I started building the 22 stories, I had a foundation to build my spiritual life and ascension life upon. I also strive to build a good foundation, professionally, financially, health wise, diet wise, physical fitness wise, embodying God on earth, doing my spiritual mission and puzzle piece on earth. For if this foundation is not built as well your entire spiritual life will fall apart! Build a strong consciousness and psychological foundation, and learn to be right with self, the cause and master of your reality and not a victim. Get your physical body and earth life together, for you cannot do your spiritual path if you are not physically healthy and you cannot do your spiritual mission if you have not mastered the earth and earth energies, money, prosperity consciousness, business, economics, and other such aspects of earth life! The key to my success is I humbly took this three-fold approach and tried to develop all three with equal mastery. Then the next lesson is to integrate and balance the three. This is what an Integrated Ascended Master does.



So we each are master builders and architects. What we do in life echoes in eternity! We are constantly building and raising our frequency, light, our integration, balance, full spectrum prism consciousness, our love, our power, our initiation level, light quotient level, chakra anchoring level, developing and refining our consciousness, building our money supply, building our health, building our personal New Jerusalem, building the I Am within, building the Christ Church within, building the Mohammed Mosque within, building the Moses Temple within, building the Krishna, Sanctuary within! As the Master Jesus said to the lady who channeled A Course in Miracles, “This is my true Church, helping your brothers and sisters”! Each person is building either a temple of glamour, illusion and maya, or a 22-storey church, temple and edifice unto the Lord! If you build it my friends, God will come!

So be about the Father’s business and get to work each day. Don’t concern yourself with mistakes, just learn from them and move on! Pattern yourself after the ocean waves and the rising sun and moon and each day lay another foundation in your temple. I humbly did this for thirty years and one day I found myself at the top of my personal Mt Everest at the 22nd level. Be content, but never satisfied! Above all else to thine own self be true. Be a spiritual Samurai in life! Do you know what the word Samurai really means? It means a spiritual warrior yes, but the true meaning is “to serve”! The greatest among you is the servant of all! Service is the Law of Life! It is only through serving and giving God, Christ and the Holy Spirit, or if you prefer, Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva, that you will be able to realize and maintain this consciousness in your self! You need the blessing of serving and giving more than your brother and sister! This is the truth of the reality of God. “We all live and move and have our being in Him”!



Stay in self mastery and self discipline with all your spiritual practices. Every prayer, every meditation, ever channeling you do, ever spiritual activation, ever positive thought, feeling, action, word, and piece of energy is building this 22-storey building unto the Lord! Mind is ever the builder! Be a shepherd in life not a sheep! Become the lamb of God! Learn to shepherd your thoughts! Strive to be of the Spiritual / Christ / Buddha / Krishna / Mohammed / Moses / God / Goddess Consciousness in an integrated, balanced way and manner to your highest potential! Strive to see things and do things in a synthesis manner! Strive for full spectrum prism consciousness in all ways and all things!



These, my Beloved Readers are my humble memories, dreams, reflections, and spiritual teaching autobiography on how I humble achieved this. As the Master Jesus said so eloquently, everything that I can do you can do and more! To have all, give all! I have given you my all my Beloved Fellow Brother and Sister I Ams! For I am not working for myself, for there is no self to work for. Yes I have an individual identity, but this individual identity works for God’s ascension not my own, for God’s ascension is my ascension and yours as well.



What I humbly did is that at a very early age I dedicated this life to a higher purpose. I dedicated my life to something much greater than the negative ego, or personality, materialism, hedonism, lower self desire, appearances, illusion, glamour, maya! I made a decision very early on in my life to work for God not for myself. I made a decision to work for the ascension of the planet, the ascension of our solar system, the ascension of our galaxy, the ascension of our universe, the ascension of our multi-universe and the ascension of God and the omniverse. I do not seek to glorify myself, I seek only to glorify God, Christ, the Holy Spirit, the Mighty I Am Presence and the Masters! In glorifying them and not myself, in truth I glorify myself and all of you, for we are all one of them. We are all I Ams, just functioning at a slightly lowered dimension of reality. I believe it is for this humble reason I was given the spiritual leadership I now hold, for I believe these things with all my heart and soul and mind and might. This is why I have given you everything I have in this chapter, which in truth is the greatest gift I can give to God and myself, for we are all one and the same being.



It is my sincere hope and prayer my humble memories, dreams, reflections and spiritual autography of how I built my 22-storey edifice unto the Lord, has been helpful to you. If it has been helpful I am pleased. The planet, the solar system, the galaxy, the universe, the multi-universe and God cannot ascend unless we all ascend ourselves and our 144 souls in our monad, our communities, cities, countries, and planet.



My Beloved Friends, join Spirit, the Masters and I in the great work of building a 22-storey planetary Church, Temple and Edifice unto the Lord. This will turn this planet into a Christed planet. Help us to revamp civilization and turn it into an I Am Civilization, a Christed Civilization, an Ascended Master Civilization, the Seventh Golden Age and the Anchoring of the New Jerusalem on earth.



This is the humble focus of my life and because of its humble, selfless, egoless focus I have been asked by Spirit and the Masters to take on spiritual leadership for this lifewave! My life is not my own, so if this is what God and the Masters want me to do, I am happy to do whatever they wish. My only desire is to serve. I have no thought other than this.



It is my sincere hope and prayer that my humble autobiography might serve as an inspiration and spark to others. For as I said, everything I can do, you can do and more.



Do consider enrolling in the inner and outer plane I AM University, for just as I have given you my all in this autobiographical chapter, you can only imagine all that Spirit, the Masters and I have given you in the entire inner and outer I AM University! It will blow your mind my friends! I do share this without any personal agenda for myself, only for the purpose of helping to ascend our planet, solar system, galaxy, universe, multi-universe and omniverse that is God. I am just one soul on earth who has dedicated his life to this purpose. The inner and outer plane I AM University is a special dispensation from God and the Masters that has been created to gather 144,000, 22nd degree Masters, and 144 million 12th to 22nd degree initiates! This is what is needed to transform this planet from one of the least evolved in our solar system and galaxy to one of the most advanced. I have great confidence in my fellow earthlings, and the noble breed they are! I will go to spiritual war with my fellow earthlings any day of the week. I am sure if they are shown the truth and given the proper training they will become the finest spiritual army of God that exists in our galaxy. Spirit, the Masters and I ask you now to stand with us and help us to achieve these noble, egoless and selfless goals!



Enroll now in the inner and outer earthly plane I AM University and receive this special dispensation of training, if you would like to become one of the 144,000 and 144 million that will be the light bearers and light showers for the New Aquarian Age!



My Beloved Friends,



The Force is with us, and we are the Force!

GOD is within us and we are God!

The Christ is with us and we each are the Christ in truth!

The Holy Spirit is with us and we are the Holy Spirit!

The I Am that I Am is with us and we are the I Am!

The Ascended Masters are with us, and we are one of the externalization of the Ascended Masters on earth!

The Archangels and Angels are with us, and we are one of God’s Angels!

The Elohim are with us and we are one of God’s co-creators!

The Christed Extraterrestrials are with us, and we are each Christed Starseeds!



So let us be about the Fathers’ business. The inner and outer earthly plane I AM University is for those that have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. It is for those who are serious about realizing their initiations, their ascension, their resurrection, their transfiguration, their liberation, their enlightenment, their Mighty I Am Presence realization, their Christ realization, their Integrated Ascended Master realization and Self and God realization and most of all being of service to our fellow I Am brothers and sisters and all sentient beings on earth.



If what Spirit, the Masters and I have shared with you inspires you, then enroll in the inner and outer earthly plane I AM University and let’s spread this integrated, synthesis, full spectrum prism consciousness around the world. Peter was the rock in which Jesus built his church! My Beloved Friends, are you ready to rock the world and finally ascend this planet, solar system, galaxy, universe, multi-universe and omniverse and help God achieve his ascension, complete His Cosmic Day and complete his Inbreath and Outbreath of Brahma? This is the purpose of the inner and outer earthly plane I AM University!



This is why the Melchizedek the Universal Logos told me a few months back:



“The I Am University Is Set To Become The Biggest, Most Influential Spiritual Teachings On The Planet! The New World Religion Of Which The Masters Speak Is Closely Connected With Its Teachings. Joshua’s Readership Will Widen Beyond His Imaginings And Will Be A Legacy For The New Millennium!"



Spirit, the Masters and I ask you to join us in this “noble work”! The clarion call now sounds forth from the cosmic and planetary spiritual hierarchy and the company of heaven!



So let it be written! So let it be done! Amen!



Your Eternal Spiritual Brother and Friend,

Joshua